Now What

Two days ago I finished the third and, in theory, final edit of Bowerbirds, the sequel to Empty Nests. They were originally one book that clocked in at a completely unmanageable and inconsistent 130,000 words. And as of two days ago that giant unmanageable book is now complete and the second half is being formatted for publication.
This leaves me with one question.
What do I do now?
I started Empty Nests in 2010. In preparation for my blog tour I’ve been answering some interview questions and one of the common ones is ‘where did your idea for this book come from?’. Flat out truth is I don’t remember. I have scraped at my memory and I have no clue. I know lot happened in the five years between starting and now. I finished that first mammoth draft somewhere in late 2011 in between completing some very lengthy works of fanfic, my first published novella, international travel, teaching myself to knit, and the Rugby World Cup. I sent it to a friend to edit in 2012. By the time I got it back I was pregnant with the worst case of pregnancy brain and bouncing emotions. After I had my kid the brain melt just continued for another year and a bit when I declared that the kid would be in daycare two days a week and I got back to it in July 2014
Now Empty Nests will be out June 12, 2015 and Bowerbirds in late August/Early September. That’s five years which is a long time to be working on one project.
Now What?
I guess I should write another novel. That’s what you do when you’re a professional writer, right? One novel after another. Except which one? This next bit isn’t an entirely rhetorical question.
I have a M/M BDSM novella which is already 30k and not even half way through the plot I have planned. My evil enabler, Cooper West, has bet me it’ll be at least 90k by the time I’m done. It’s contemporary, domestic, with lots of sex and a slow emotional Friends to Lovers to Possibly Love build.
There is the M/M interoffice romance taking place in the halls of a vague, yet menacing, government agency (bonus points if you get the reference). That’s looking to be the polar opposite of the BDSM one as every time I try to write a sex scene in it the main love interest says no. I’m starting to think I’ve accidently created an asexual love interest. Is anyone even going to want to read a romance where at the most there will be some really passionate hand holding?
There’s my YA novel which has become a bit of a monkey on my back since I think it could be good but I’m missing the better part of an act two. It has a bisexual main character and it’s mostly about her relationship with her step mother and by extension her father.
Or I could finally cough up a sequel to Eden Springs. I’m not sure if it’s got much of a story arc. What I have is mostly a list of scenes as the two main characters get snowed in for the winter. That came out in 2012. Will anyone still be remotely interested?
And I have my big non-romance, urban fantasy, murder mystery which will be completely out of any other genre I’ve written in.
A part of me just wants to go back to fanfic where I get almost instant feedback and I don’t have to rewrite if I don’t want to.
I could say fuck it for a few months and just watch TV. I half a season of Agents of SHIELD to catch up on. I haven’t seen any of Agent Carter. I started watching Forever on an international flight. I’m only up to episode 8 and I’m already pissed it didn’t get a second season. And I haven’t had a chance to listen to Welcome to Night Vale since November!
So this is it, my big What Next. What keeps the ball rolling? What fills the back catalog the best? What justifies those two days a week at the fancy, private, daycare?
Can I just say I’d love to read a book with an asexual character in a romantic plot? I totally get why it’s not commonly done, but as someone who identifies as ace… well, it’d be awesome.
Just finished Empty Nest and found this post while looking for Bowerbirds info. lol Didn’t realize EN is still so new too! But Bb will be out just when I need a pick me up from school work. ^^
Love your writing, and thanks for sharing your wonderful fiction.
Thank you. I’m really glad you enjoyed Empty Nests and I hope you enjoy Bowerbirds as well.
The Agency, my potential ace romance, is probably still a couple of years out. I don’t write fast or short I’ve found. I also think that’s going to be one of the harder things I write. The character has some quirks that make him very standoffish and I don’t want people to think I’m trying to paint all asexuals as that. I think it might be tricky to find that balance of giving a character a particular sexuality that is important to who they are but now how they define themselves as a person. When I started outlining it I just had plans for it to be a regular M/M romance but every time I got to a sex scene one character said “no” and the other said “I’m not pushing”. I actually did try to write a sex scene for it and it just didn’t work, felt very out of character. I had to really backtrack and look at the characters I had created. Then banged my head against a wall for a few minutes.
Anyway, thank you for your comment and I hope you enjoy my future work.
Like Holly, I stumbled on this post while looking for real date information about Bowerbirds, and like Holly, I’d read a good M/M story about a romance involving an asexual character in a heartbeat. I’ve read so few–it would be awesome if there were more out there. I’d be perfectly content with really passionate hand-holding!
Absolutely loved Empty Nests. Can’t wait for the rest!!
Thank you. It’s still a toss up as to which project is going to come out next. I only get two days a week to write so nothing will come quick. But it is in the prime que for future publications.
And I’m glad you enjoyed Empty Nests. I hope you’ll like Bowerbirds even more.